Settlements, Checkpoints, and Emotions.

           The despair in the eyes of the Palestinians is something that cannot just be described. The more I get to know these people, the more I see. I finally am somewhat close to understanding what it must feel like to be stuck within a wall. It almost feels like I am back in time, when Berlin was split in two. Except much worse. The separation wall is taller than the Berlin Wall, and I know for a fact it is ten times more secure even though people still find ways around it. The Palestinians are not allowed to live higher than four stories, nor live in buildings that look over the fence. It is forbidden. I cannot imagine taking away or not having the privilege to look beyond the land. Until today, I have not felt any emotion connection. After hearing the fact that these people could not even look over the fence was emotionally devastating. It is the twenty-first century and we still are dealing with petty issues like this? I could not believe it. It is becoming more clear that there has to be more pressure from the international community to do something about this. After hearing more and more briefings, sometimes I feel like the conflict just keeps getting more and more confusing. But, there are some moments of clarity when I can see where a certain organization is coming from. There is no doubt though that something has to be done for the Palestinians. I think most organizations we have talked to are for a one-state solution. However, a few years ago, most organizations would still be for a two-state solution, according to Bret (our teacher) who visited back in 2011. Drastic measures have been taken to deter the Palestinians even more so from living in the places that they currently are. Checkpoints, settlements, and the extension of the separation wall have been rapidly built since the new "right-winged" government has stepped in for Israel.
           Checkpoints are the most annoying thing, and I only have been through twice now. However, we got to go on a city bus today and experience what it was like. (we have been taking taxis this whole time) A quick summary of how it works is a vehicle stands in line (depending on how big or small I believe) and will check everyone's papers. It DOES matter where you are from. If you are a Palestinian, you have to step off the bus while the IDF checks your papers with their M16s, as always, on them. Our group stayed on the bus as the IDF walked through and checked our passports. Starting to sound familiar? I can only imagine how Palestinians must feel going through that every single time. The Palestinians have hope though. Ever since we have talked to them, there is no doubt that they want a solution that benefits them. I can feel the tension when people discuss their points and their side. I understand why Israel would want to be a "democratic" state within the Middle East, but I also see why Palestinians want their land back. They were there first. There is no doubt with the increase of settlements that things are only getting harder on the Palestinians. Endurance is what it will take for them. I believe that peace is possible one day, but it still has a long way to go. The international community has started to make subtle changes towards the conflict, but its too early to tell how quick or slow it will go. Time will tell.